Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 11, 2010 12:20:32 GMT -5
I wish I could get rid of this feeling of panic. 'cos snow makes me feel all calm inside, so all the panic form the last week and a half has piled on top of my now the snow's melting. I'm listenign to lots of christmas music to calm myself down... I've been feeling really panicky over the last two weeks what with the burglary and my Oxford interviews. All I can suggest is breathing exercises (in through your nose for 5 out through your mouth for 8) and 2 sprays of Bach's Rescue Remedy on your tongue. Just remember that you're not alone- I think it's 1 in 10 people suffer from panic attacks. Personally the snow makes me worse because it makes me feel claustrophibic having white pressing in from every side but each to their own! I hope you feel better soon.
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 11, 2010 7:52:24 GMT -5
Thanks for the encouragement EWR and Miss R! I don't think it went very well- they sprung the last interview on me (I literally got no warning they just turned up at my bedroom door and gave me an envelope filled with material to read then told me to turn up for my interview after reading it) so I was really nervous and kept digging myself into holes so I'm just awaiting my rejection now, but it was a good experience all the same!
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 10, 2010 17:13:24 GMT -5
I just got home from four gruelling days of Oxford interviews. Now begins the waiting game . . .
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 10, 2010 11:12:32 GMT -5
"It's not what you're thinking" makes me think we're talking turning into a vampire here?
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 10, 2010 11:04:09 GMT -5
I'm going to go with The First- a boring choice but probably an accurate one
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 9, 2010 7:06:14 GMT -5
I just had my second of three Oxford interviews and I thiink it went terribly.
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 8, 2010 4:19:29 GMT -5
Nervous and a bit excited- I have my first Oxford interview this afternoon and boy is the college gorgeous! My accommodation's en-suite and they do cooked breakfasts everyday!
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 5, 2010 16:33:09 GMT -5
We won? Awesome!
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 3, 2010 12:32:24 GMT -5
We got a vampire? Go team!
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 2, 2010 7:30:14 GMT -5
Official Vote: Iceeh
Sorry but not posting like that does look a little suspicious.
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Dec 1, 2010 12:56:29 GMT -5
I'm not big on French Toast personally because I burnt myself pretty badly making some once . . . Put me down for sausages!
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 30, 2010 7:41:08 GMT -5
Despite the fact that I'm off school ill again and don't feel my best I'm feeling all bouncy because I just got an Oxford interview!
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 29, 2010 16:59:42 GMT -5
^^^ Here's some karma to cheer you up! I love your banner by the way.
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 29, 2010 16:58:11 GMT -5
Sorry to lose you, I hope you come back some day
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 29, 2010 13:50:08 GMT -5
^ Not good I had a two hour panic attack in my first week of uni, which resulted in nose bleeds for the next week. But thankfully things have gotten better - and trust me, they will get better. Thank you Scar that makes me feel a tiny smidge better, and thanks to everyone who disliked my post- it's lovely that total strangers are so willing to support me
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 29, 2010 10:00:09 GMT -5
I'm having a really awful few days- I'm off school ill, the anxiety I thought I'd banished years ago is coming back in full force (I'm talking half an hour panic attacks here) and I think that may be because Oxford University have sent all my friends letters inviting them to interview and I've got nothing. If they're going to reject me can they please just get on with it because this waiting is sending me over the edge, I feel like I can't breathe.
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 28, 2010 10:26:19 GMT -5
Thanks so much deathisyourgift I love it! *Karmas*
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 27, 2010 17:01:04 GMT -5
1) Buffy 2) Glee 3) Bones 4) How I Met Your Mother 5) Bones 6) Friends 7) The X Factor 8) Dr Who (back when it had Billie Piper in it) 9) Ugly Betty 10) Privileged
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 27, 2010 14:16:43 GMT -5
RIP Scar and whichever Scooby got sired- I'm so sorry we lost you both.
I can't believe you were evil Astray- I'm glad somebody was smart enough to work out your true nature!
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Billie Erin
Ensouled Vampire
"I go back to December"
"I picked up a hitchhiker. You've got to when you hit them."[Mo0:0]
Posts: 1,536
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Post by Billie Erin on Nov 27, 2010 13:58:20 GMT -5
I'm really glad your name's always in yellow SKy because otherwise I don't know how I'd recognise you!
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