Post by buffysmglover on Aug 21, 2008 15:50:37 GMT -5
...on how weird I am. Or... whatever I am. LOL. Wanted to share this because I've been told by a number of people that its deep, or good, or what they would write to a whore, and we're all friends here, so here goes.
I wrote this to my friend Bobby after he didn't get why I didn't like hearing about all the guys he does stuff with every week.
1. don't get mad about this message.
2.
i'm only putting this in a message because I'm too scared to actually say anything to you.
You don't understand me. I don't think you can understand anyone like me. There are people out there, decent people, who may not have what it takes to fit in at a modeling agency who couldn't care less about sex and only really care for the real person inside of someone. Basically, I'm probably the only guy thus far who has liked you for a reason besides your penis. And that's what you can't understand. People like me fall for people based on who they are, how they act, what they do, what they like. And THAT's why its hard for me to hear about Keith and all the other guys. Because they see and want something so meaningless of you and you let them have it. And I sit down and hear about it.
I know it doesn't matter. I know you're going to go on the way you always have been, so I didn't write you to try and make you stop. And if that's really all you want your life to be about, I'm more than happy listening to you talk about it. Because I love you Bobby. I don't know why, I don't ever know why. But there's always a couple people I can't help but love entirely for ungodly reasons.
And I love the wrong people.
That's my fault.
But.
I just can't keep thinking about telling you this. So now you have this message.
:/
I'll see you tomorrow. Hopefully not still mad at me.
tim
*isnt sure what to expect from posting this*
Dont ask me why I'm sharing this. I just feel like it.
I wrote this to my friend Bobby after he didn't get why I didn't like hearing about all the guys he does stuff with every week.
1. don't get mad about this message.
2.
i'm only putting this in a message because I'm too scared to actually say anything to you.
You don't understand me. I don't think you can understand anyone like me. There are people out there, decent people, who may not have what it takes to fit in at a modeling agency who couldn't care less about sex and only really care for the real person inside of someone. Basically, I'm probably the only guy thus far who has liked you for a reason besides your penis. And that's what you can't understand. People like me fall for people based on who they are, how they act, what they do, what they like. And THAT's why its hard for me to hear about Keith and all the other guys. Because they see and want something so meaningless of you and you let them have it. And I sit down and hear about it.
I know it doesn't matter. I know you're going to go on the way you always have been, so I didn't write you to try and make you stop. And if that's really all you want your life to be about, I'm more than happy listening to you talk about it. Because I love you Bobby. I don't know why, I don't ever know why. But there's always a couple people I can't help but love entirely for ungodly reasons.
And I love the wrong people.
That's my fault.
But.
I just can't keep thinking about telling you this. So now you have this message.
:/
I'll see you tomorrow. Hopefully not still mad at me.
tim
*isnt sure what to expect from posting this*
Dont ask me why I'm sharing this. I just feel like it.
Bi. 
