Post by rachel0207 on Sept 3, 2008 20:56:32 GMT -5
ok so people are probably annoyed of me posting stuff but sorry w/e i'd like to share i found this going through old stuff as well i dunno what it was but i that i would like to share it
p.s now there's swearing and alittle bashing but don't take it to heart it's not a true thing i just probably wrote it when i was feelings like sh!tso read if you must comment if you want to i'm not a hater so don't go all weird on me alright
enjoy
may 23 2005
Lights are dim......... the room is lit surrounded by candles. Sounds of quiet heel steps are echoed thoughout the room. Figure kneels down and reveals
A young female face(Close up as she signs the father, the son and the holy spirit) (black gloves are also revealed)
The girl closes her eyes and begins.
"Bless me father for i have sinned, it's a couple of years now since my last confession... your prolly really upset w/ me at this moment, but i'm here to ask for your forgiveness"
Hands on lap as she continues.
"Alot of people say they don't believe in you. My mom says if i don't pray alot to you, i might not go to Heaven, but is dat a problem, if pple don't pray to you they get punished. Punished not to go to heaven, wat is heaven exactly?"
Close up fades to a long shot as you can see her fully. she's covered in black clothes from neck to feet. she has her head looking up but eyes are still closed. And she continues on.
"Is it a sin to take away pple u love, what's the point of living here if all u do is take them away, do u enjoy killing isn't dat a sin 'Thou shall not kill' isn't dat right? Should u b killing pple and Juss tell eva1 else not to bcuz it's ok for u to do it?........ what's the point of coming here for forgiveness if i don't eva see u around doing the same. Y is dat, juss wondering i wonder alot, but u prolly already new dat didn't u, is dat y they haven't found out yet about wat happened?"
She slowly pulls down her black gloves to reveal her hands and fingers stanned with red spots. (is it blood?)
" Look at my hands i kneel here covered in it... y didn't u stop me, stop me from killing them all, hearing the screams hearing the 'NO STOP!'. Y did u allow me to do this if u supposedly watching eva1........ bcuz of u, i did it i killed them all, and now i suffer with their blood stained forever on my body....... U make me do this, u cuz the angers, u cuz the hates and u don't even give a shit do u... (Eyes open as she looks angry) Well bless me father for this is my FUCKING LAST CONFESSION, as since u don't give a flying fuck nuthing will happen and i prolly already new i wouldn't b seeing u...... since i'm already in hell and there's no point of leaving it................. tell my family i'm sry, but i had to....... the Gun told me to and the Knife juss slipped out of my hand as i slit my brothers neck, but to tell u the truth i couldn't help but continue (Close up as she grins evily)..... i'm done here, this is pathelic......... talking to complete bullshit gee i wonder y pple think other pple r crazy it's bcuz they talk to wat is supposedly 'God', but it's all bullshit, this room... bullshit, life... bullshit y does it take so long to get here, but it takes less to take life away................... do tell me dat(As she gets up and takes off the jacket to reveal a low cut top and a mini skirt) screw u"
Sounds of heels leaving the church grounds.................... as she doesn't turn around but continue to walk away.
To be continued...................
p.s now there's swearing and alittle bashing but don't take it to heart it's not a true thing i just probably wrote it when i was feelings like sh!tso read if you must comment if you want to i'm not a hater so don't go all weird on me alright
enjoy
may 23 2005
Lights are dim......... the room is lit surrounded by candles. Sounds of quiet heel steps are echoed thoughout the room. Figure kneels down and reveals
A young female face(Close up as she signs the father, the son and the holy spirit) (black gloves are also revealed)
The girl closes her eyes and begins.
"Bless me father for i have sinned, it's a couple of years now since my last confession... your prolly really upset w/ me at this moment, but i'm here to ask for your forgiveness"
Hands on lap as she continues.
"Alot of people say they don't believe in you. My mom says if i don't pray alot to you, i might not go to Heaven, but is dat a problem, if pple don't pray to you they get punished. Punished not to go to heaven, wat is heaven exactly?"
Close up fades to a long shot as you can see her fully. she's covered in black clothes from neck to feet. she has her head looking up but eyes are still closed. And she continues on.
"Is it a sin to take away pple u love, what's the point of living here if all u do is take them away, do u enjoy killing isn't dat a sin 'Thou shall not kill' isn't dat right? Should u b killing pple and Juss tell eva1 else not to bcuz it's ok for u to do it?........ what's the point of coming here for forgiveness if i don't eva see u around doing the same. Y is dat, juss wondering i wonder alot, but u prolly already new dat didn't u, is dat y they haven't found out yet about wat happened?"
She slowly pulls down her black gloves to reveal her hands and fingers stanned with red spots. (is it blood?)
" Look at my hands i kneel here covered in it... y didn't u stop me, stop me from killing them all, hearing the screams hearing the 'NO STOP!'. Y did u allow me to do this if u supposedly watching eva1........ bcuz of u, i did it i killed them all, and now i suffer with their blood stained forever on my body....... U make me do this, u cuz the angers, u cuz the hates and u don't even give a shit do u... (Eyes open as she looks angry) Well bless me father for this is my FUCKING LAST CONFESSION, as since u don't give a flying fuck nuthing will happen and i prolly already new i wouldn't b seeing u...... since i'm already in hell and there's no point of leaving it................. tell my family i'm sry, but i had to....... the Gun told me to and the Knife juss slipped out of my hand as i slit my brothers neck, but to tell u the truth i couldn't help but continue (Close up as she grins evily)..... i'm done here, this is pathelic......... talking to complete bullshit gee i wonder y pple think other pple r crazy it's bcuz they talk to wat is supposedly 'God', but it's all bullshit, this room... bullshit, life... bullshit y does it take so long to get here, but it takes less to take life away................... do tell me dat(As she gets up and takes off the jacket to reveal a low cut top and a mini skirt) screw u"
Sounds of heels leaving the church grounds.................... as she doesn't turn around but continue to walk away.
To be continued...................