Post by Faith5byFive on Apr 5, 2010 14:37:12 GMT -5
I can't be confused like this. She tried to kill me and then broke down and i swore to help her.
She wants to be good now. Never stop fighting is what she will do. I love Buffy..... but we can't ever
be together. And now theres the other one the other slayer. Both Chosen for the same purpose but both so different. Does she even feel the same way. I walked into the bedroom she was sat there shaking. Hands covered in blood, not humans but demons, but its still red and looks the same. I reach out to touch her, maybe that will ease her suffering. She quakes with fear haunted by memories.
"Ssssh Faith" i say softly "Everythings going to be okay" i placed my hand on her back and rub it.
This time she turns to face me. She looks terrible pale, and afraid but still beautiful. She clutches the back of my shirt and starts to sob. I place my head on her shoulders and hold her close. I can feel her heartbeat against my chest. She holds me tighter and a fresh set of tears flood out. "Faith im going to help you"
She pulls away from me and just stares. Her eyes are empty. I brush my hand across her cheek and run a hand through her dark curls. She puts her hand on my face. Its warm.
"Angel" she croaks. "Faith im here and always will be" I move the hair out of her eyes and tilt her head upwards. I bend down and press my lips to hers. She tastes sweet. Her hands running through my hair now. I pull her into me and deepen the kiss. As i draw back i realise what iv'e just done.
"Faith im so sorry i shouldn't have" my words are cut short by a thin smile on her face. "I didn't mind" she tells me. I kiss her again but this time on the forehead. I hold her tighter. I can hear footsteps to my left.
I turn round still holding Faith only to see Buffy, at the bottom of the stairs her mouth hanging wide open in shock.
"Buffy i...." she runs out of my apartment i let go of Faith and run after her. Faith stands up she's no longer shaking and sobbing she looks angry. "I knew it, your'e just like everyone else you don't care about me and you never have! the whole tall, dark and tormented thing is just a act to get into girls pants. I'll never let you touch me ever again i'd rarther die" she screams her fists are clenched. "Faith please its Buffy i need to explain that..." my words are cut short by her fist "Explain what? explain that you have everything with her, im just a second best as always it''s always about B nobody gives a damn about me" she pushed past me slamming me hard into the wall. "I hate you Angel" she screams as she tears off into the night. Once again im alone in the darkness. How can i expect to save anybody if i can't even save my self.
She wants to be good now. Never stop fighting is what she will do. I love Buffy..... but we can't ever
be together. And now theres the other one the other slayer. Both Chosen for the same purpose but both so different. Does she even feel the same way. I walked into the bedroom she was sat there shaking. Hands covered in blood, not humans but demons, but its still red and looks the same. I reach out to touch her, maybe that will ease her suffering. She quakes with fear haunted by memories.
"Ssssh Faith" i say softly "Everythings going to be okay" i placed my hand on her back and rub it.
This time she turns to face me. She looks terrible pale, and afraid but still beautiful. She clutches the back of my shirt and starts to sob. I place my head on her shoulders and hold her close. I can feel her heartbeat against my chest. She holds me tighter and a fresh set of tears flood out. "Faith im going to help you"
She pulls away from me and just stares. Her eyes are empty. I brush my hand across her cheek and run a hand through her dark curls. She puts her hand on my face. Its warm.
"Angel" she croaks. "Faith im here and always will be" I move the hair out of her eyes and tilt her head upwards. I bend down and press my lips to hers. She tastes sweet. Her hands running through my hair now. I pull her into me and deepen the kiss. As i draw back i realise what iv'e just done.
"Faith im so sorry i shouldn't have" my words are cut short by a thin smile on her face. "I didn't mind" she tells me. I kiss her again but this time on the forehead. I hold her tighter. I can hear footsteps to my left.
I turn round still holding Faith only to see Buffy, at the bottom of the stairs her mouth hanging wide open in shock.
"Buffy i...." she runs out of my apartment i let go of Faith and run after her. Faith stands up she's no longer shaking and sobbing she looks angry. "I knew it, your'e just like everyone else you don't care about me and you never have! the whole tall, dark and tormented thing is just a act to get into girls pants. I'll never let you touch me ever again i'd rarther die" she screams her fists are clenched. "Faith please its Buffy i need to explain that..." my words are cut short by her fist "Explain what? explain that you have everything with her, im just a second best as always it''s always about B nobody gives a damn about me" she pushed past me slamming me hard into the wall. "I hate you Angel" she screams as she tears off into the night. Once again im alone in the darkness. How can i expect to save anybody if i can't even save my self.
