Poem - Only Chasing Wishes

[buffysmglover]

I look around
I search inside me.
I gasp for air.
The air is hiding.

Tell me why
Am I in
This space?
Is it my
Personality
Or my face?
This is a
Competition but
Not a race.
There's no prize
At the end
Of the chase.
Because I'm
Only chasing
Wishes.

I see a box.
I look inside it.
Move bloody hands.
The blood is drying.

Don't know where
I could go
Today.
I don't mean
A state or city
Like L.A.
Want to know
What my inner heart
Has to say.
Hoping for
Something to
Make my day.
Not like "I'm
Only chasing
Wishes."

I feel a heat.
I find it weak.
I sense a light.
The light is dying.