Post by rachel0207 on Sept 1, 2008 10:38:36 GMT -5
Hey everyone some know me as Rachella some know me as the third Rachel on here. alot of you know what has happened to me 2 years ago some don't for those who don't
I was raped and left for dead. Technically not suppose to be alive but anyways i use to write down alot of stuff kind of like poems but not really lol
i was going through some old notebooks and found a little something i thought i'd like to share with you.
P.s it's not so morbid but it's alittle intense so bare with me and read it if you wish you don't have to
You never know what to feel when someone says
"I saw my life flash before my eyes" until it happens to you
The rain was falling hard and i was just on my way out
I said goodbye and never knew that would be the last words
i'd ever say. I turned the corner and my life was turned around for the worst
I felt the knife around my neck when i was pushed hard to the ground
My face smacked the ground hard i thought i was a goner for sure
I felt the knife go through me as i layed there trying to scream.
As the rain hit my body hard it was mixing with my blood as it washed away
i could see the colours it made. Here i lay in a pool of my own blood.
I scream but nothing is heard. Shallow breathing it's all over now
I'm too numb to feel my tears run down my face. My hands to far to grab.
My legs to numb to kick. He did what he had to do and left me there for dead
Some days i wish he just killed me. And others i blame myself
I saw my life flash before my eyes. Now i sit here writing down my pain
What could i have done if i could change it. Was i asking for it?
Was i just another victim he get his hands on. Too young to understand
Too stupid to wait. My last thing was me blacking out as when i woke up
i was lying in a Hospital hooked up to machines. They said i wouldn't make it
They said i was a goner. They've never seen such an innocence morbid image before
They told me they caught the creep and now is in jail. Never did tell his name would i want to know?
Would i ever be face to face with the creep who ruined my once innocence young life with one slit to the throat
I was forced something i didn't want to do. He unzipped and he had his way with the young helpless girl who
cried but mind as well just played dead.
I was raped and left for dead. Technically not suppose to be alive but anyways i use to write down alot of stuff kind of like poems but not really lol
i was going through some old notebooks and found a little something i thought i'd like to share with you.
P.s it's not so morbid but it's alittle intense so bare with me and read it if you wish you don't have to
You never know what to feel when someone says
"I saw my life flash before my eyes" until it happens to you
The rain was falling hard and i was just on my way out
I said goodbye and never knew that would be the last words
i'd ever say. I turned the corner and my life was turned around for the worst
I felt the knife around my neck when i was pushed hard to the ground
My face smacked the ground hard i thought i was a goner for sure
I felt the knife go through me as i layed there trying to scream.
As the rain hit my body hard it was mixing with my blood as it washed away
i could see the colours it made. Here i lay in a pool of my own blood.
I scream but nothing is heard. Shallow breathing it's all over now
I'm too numb to feel my tears run down my face. My hands to far to grab.
My legs to numb to kick. He did what he had to do and left me there for dead
Some days i wish he just killed me. And others i blame myself
I saw my life flash before my eyes. Now i sit here writing down my pain
What could i have done if i could change it. Was i asking for it?
Was i just another victim he get his hands on. Too young to understand
Too stupid to wait. My last thing was me blacking out as when i woke up
i was lying in a Hospital hooked up to machines. They said i wouldn't make it
They said i was a goner. They've never seen such an innocence morbid image before
They told me they caught the creep and now is in jail. Never did tell his name would i want to know?
Would i ever be face to face with the creep who ruined my once innocence young life with one slit to the throat
I was forced something i didn't want to do. He unzipped and he had his way with the young helpless girl who
cried but mind as well just played dead.
That was a really intense poem. 
That was really deep