Poem: Last Night

[buffysmglover]

(another rant)

Thought I was over you.
Everything you said was the end of my hope,
The end of you and me.
Thought you were hating me.
Know that I was hating you when you began
Your mistreatment of me.

But last night I held you.
Haven't felt that happiness in many years.
Said words I like to hear.
But you were drunk last night.
Did you know what you were saying when you spoke,
No, whispered in my ears?

I had cried for you.
I would have died for you.
And as soon I am over you
You'll make me feel sorrow.
Try and borrow what I've wanted you
To take.
What you're taking is my heart
And before long I know it'll brake.
Because I was over you.
I was hating you.
You were hating me all the same.
And then I was holding you.
By happiness this beast was tame.